Tiny Knots
To Know
Charles Bukowski
Can you remember who you were, before the world told you who you should be.
The Valkyries Prayer
Sigedrifurnal
(Sayings of the Victory Bringer)
Hail the day and hail the sons of day,
Hail the night and all her sisters,
Look upon us here with friendly eyes,
And give us victory over the small things,
Our worries and fears.
Short Knots
Ancient Tongues
Jay Livingstone, 2022
Under tree lined canopy she waits for travellers to pause.
Water sensuously brushing her body, he anoints the bones of the land.
Deafening the ear, and ensnaring the senses he laps at her dress.
And there she rests, as she has done for generation upon generation; awaiting seekers to sit.
And as dusk falls a trillion stars pay homages to her beauty, which she captures in her moss quilted hair.
And for those with open ear, watchful eye and exposed heart she sings of unimaginable wonders and of the wisdom of a hundred, billion years through mystical songs sung in tongues yet to be deciphered.
Will you sit she whispers ...
A Raven Watcheth
Jay Livingstone, 2022
Crying she lay in the long grass around that well, her tears flowing into the Earth. Composing, gathering, steeling herself - upstanding she moved silently through the world; face wet with a million stories, a million heartaches.
Salty diamonds did that day flow, lost to the Earth forever. Watching, Raven did swoop, gathering the sacred dew in his beak. offering it to Urd; who cherishing each and every drop watered the most sacred of Trees.
The Valkyries Prayer (Old Norse)
FINNUR JÓNSSON
SÆMUNDAR-EDDA, 1905
Heill dagr,
heilir dags synir,
heil nótt ok nipt;
óreiðum augum
lÃtið okkr þinig
ok gefið sitjöndum sigr
Heilir æsir,
heilar ásynjur,
heil sjá in fjölnýta fold,
mál ok mannvit
gefið okkr mærum tveim
ok læknishendr, meðan lifum
Lengthy Knots
The Two Trees
William Butler Yeats (1865-1939)
BELOVED, gaze in thine own heart,
The holy tree is growing there;
From joy the holy branches start,
And all the trembling flowers they bear.
The changing colours of its fruit
Have dowered the stars with merry light;
The surety of its hidden root
Has planted quiet in the night;
The shaking of its leafy head
Has given the waves their melody,
And made my lips and music wed,
Murmuring a wizard song for thee.
There the Loves a circle go,
The flaming circle of our days,
Gyring, spiring to and fro
In those great ignorant leafy ways;
Remembering all that shaken hair
And how the wingèd sandals dart,
Thine eyes grow full of tender care:
Beloved, gaze in thine own heart.
Gaze no more in the bitter glass
The demons, with their subtle guile,
Lift up before us when they pass,
Or only gaze a little while;
For there a fatal image grows
That the stormy night receives,
Roots half hidden under snows,
Broken boughs and blackened leaves.
For all things turn to barrenness
In the dim glass the demons hold,
The glass of outer weariness,
Made when God slept in times of old.
There, through the broken branches, go
The ravens of unresting thought;
Flying, crying, to and fro,
Cruel claw and hungry throat,
Or else they stand and sniff the wind,
And shake their ragged wings; alas!
Thy tender eyes grow all unkind:
Gaze no more in the bitter glass
She Lyeth Silent
Jay Livingstone, 2022
In midnight grey she stands,
Silently yearning for her long-departed children,
But none come to speak magic to her today,
Silence falls like snow,
weaving its strands into her dress
And all is quiet.
This sacred place long now disremembered,
A landscape of a thousand mythologies,
This place now grows cold in their memory,
And all is quiet.
Naked, exposed, and vulnerable,
Her bones laid bare,
Nut’s star lit canopy envelopes her,
Unheard tears flow like honeyed rivers,
And this holy land is drenched.
Munnin and Huginn visit her daily,
In strange tongues they speak, of ancient magic,
Beholding her glory they tell mythic stories,
Sweet stories of comfort,
But her ears hear only her deafening grief.
And the wind blows softly through her empty rooms,
It speaks sweet words to those empty spaces,
It bates in her tears, letting he know she is witnessed.
Her carbon grey dress embroidered with flowers,
Each blossom a story unto itself,
Everyday life imprinted into the fabric of her dress,
These tales, now passed into epic time,
All is now past and forgotten.
This desolate place,
This grey place,
This forgotten place grieves for her tribe.
Her fledglings have flown to far flung places,
Their sweet voices absent from this place,
Aged through neglect,
Veiled she morns the loss of her tribe,
Dream-like tales of ancestry occupy their bone-memory,
This sacred place is fleetingly remembered.
Younger nor elder’s foot fall upon her land,
Sweet voices whisper to her softly no more,
Home is empty and silent,
No magic is uttered here today,
all is quiet in the bosom of the mother.
Sister Sun and Brother Moon call upon her every day
A thousand, billion stars pay homage by lighting her face,
But none lift her veil, and none shall see her age,
For the tribe have all turned away.
Looking to the sky for a year and a day,
Under shimmering silver moonlight she wonders,
Thinking of her distant children,
Crying, crying, sparkling dewletts of grief are cast,
Each falling into the well of remembrance.
But the wind enfolds her, asking her to lean into him.
Comfortingly he whispering of far off things,
Relating to her, her children’s joys and sorrows,
And telling her of their small victories
Gently he wipes her tears from her face.
Creaking gate and slamming door,
These shan’t be heard here anymore,
Shouts of anger and cries of sorrow,
yelps of panic and guffaws of laughter,
Running foot, wheezing lung,
Creaking wheel and clipping cane,
All now but memories in her mythic time,
Chimney and stove, hearth and bed sorrowfully
Each room empty, awaiting for their folk to return,
This once observer of Yule,
This spectator of festival,
This beholder of life in its rawness,
This place witness’s humanity no more,
And for this she weeps sorrowful rivers.
And gently elementals now dance around her skirts,
Small creatures weave in and out of her gowns,
Tree, stag and beetle alike now call this home,
Resting in her warm embrace she shelters each of them,
Calling them child as she did a long time ago,
For her two-legs have now long gone,
The have abandoned this place of community and tribe.
But the wind brings distant, forgotten sounds
She brings news of these children on her breath,
And as the exhales, her news fills street and hallway alike,
And long forgotten magic is remembered.
And the wind brings hope and news of life to come,
Hearth and bed will be nourish,
And fireplace now cold feels a little warmth.
And the wind talks to each and every being
Those with ears to hear are spellbound by this deep magic,
Of love and hope that once enlivened this desolate place,
This grey place,
this forgotten,
This place of long ago.
And for a moment her tears stop.
And for a moment she dances.
And for a moment there is calm.
She Lyeth Silent, without a word,
but the wind remembers all.
The 4 Sisters
'Sister Autumn'
by Jay Livingstone, 2024
Why do you cry asked 'Sister Summer' to 'Brother Otter',
We both knew that one day, one day, the last mouthful would be eaten,
We both knew that one day, the last raspberry would fall,
And we both knew that one day, I would leave.
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And with a last drop of Raspberry leaf tea on 'Her' radiant lips,
 'She' of the ever lasting days smiled broadly.
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Then with tattered gowns and threadbare plimsoll 'Sister Summer' turned,
Kissing 'Brother Otter' lightly, wiping salty pearls from his velvet mask,
'She' did bid farewell to the party.
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'She' of the fair weather, mistress of light, the 'Raspberry Queen', retired once more.
Trailing diminishing light behind 'Her' in ever tattering gowns,
Every footstep revealed 'Her' weariness of this day.
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Ascending stairs, this the 'Red Current Dame' Slipped her dress like a flag to the floor, And now in moonlight shades, she fell beneath cover.
This once 'Radiant Queen' now closed her eyes, and dreamt of landscapes still to come.
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Then did 'She' arise with vigour and spark, this 'Hazel Eyed' beauty of nature.
And looking at her 'Sister Roses', 'She' smiled, for there was much to do.
Donning clothes of copper and amber hue, 'She', the 'Autumnal Queen' left the chamber,
Descending stair, foot-by-foot, 'She' looked upon this world with awe.
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And reaching the party, 'She' greeted all in attendance,
and then 'She' sat with 'Brother Time' and asked 'He' to bay his hands once more,
and then 'She' did kiss all in attendance on that day,
and all knew that 'She' was now here, for in their beards and brows silver had appeared.
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And leaving table to tend to garden, 'She' bowed to all in the vegetable kingdom,
and all hailed 'She', telling 'Her' of their journey,
And 'She' did then prepared their beds, and painted their faces,
and asked them, for a little longer, to stay awake.
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And returning to table, 'She' poured fine Pyracantha tea; hot, orange, spiced, and sweet
and served fine apple pie, and looked upon the guest and their silvering manes.
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And like 'Her' sisters before, 'Sister Autumn' did shed a salty tear.
And smiling sweetly at 'Brother Otter' she did notice in 'He' a salty tear upon 'His' Jacket.
And in this sadness they rested, knowing Truth,
For they knew that all would end, but not today.
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And raising 'Her' cup, 'She', the 'Blackberry Queen' toasted all,
and each eat their fill of fine apple pie,
and all did rejoice.
'Sister Summer'
by Jay Livingstone, 2024
'Are you awake?' asked thrice the sweet voice of 'Sister Spring',
'My hair grows ever golden and we have gardens to tend!'
But the Sisters lay slumbering in their bed.
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'Are you awake?' asked thrice the sweet voice of 'Sister Spring' again,
'My gowns grows tatty and I am tired'
But again, the Roses slumbered in their bed.
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'Are you awake!' asked thrice the sweet voice of 'Sister Spring' one more time,
'I have entertained Bear and Fox, and now the larder grows empty!', but still the Sisters lay slumbering in their bed.
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Then did 'Sister Spring' lay on the fine feather bed,
And with shove that was mighty, did 'She' ripple the mattress,
None stirred except for 'Sister Summer', who smiled widely and rose,
And kissing 'Sister Spring' lightly on the forehead, bid 'Her' Sister good night.
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And donning robes of dazzling Sunlight, 'Sister Summer' left Her Sisters to sleep,
And with footstep soft, 'She' descended the stairs; calling to all things,
To the Fae, to the Vættir, to the Birds, to the Bees, and to all that would listen,
And spreading 'Her' gowns, 'Brother Fruit' and 'Sister Vegetable' answered,
And turning their faces to fair 'Sister Summer', all blossomed on its vine.
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With each footstep 'Sister Summer's feet warmed the Earth,
And with each footstep all rejoiced,
And with each footstep, 'Brother Time' forgot to tick,
And with each footstep, 'Sister Nótt' slept a little more.
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And walking 'Her' lands, 'She' of the Summer talked to each and every being,
And walking 'Her' lands, 'She' who was radiant touched all with fairness,
And walking 'Her' lands, 'Brother Bear' and 'Sister Fox' accompanied 'Her' for a while,
And walking 'Her' lands, 'She' of the Sun tended each and every garden there was.
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But I am told by the 'Old One' with sparkling sapphire eye, a daughters of Nótt,
that 'Sister Summer' walked far and wide that day, until 'She' began to yawn,
And I am told that 'Her' dress began to tatter, and 'Her' hair began to bronze,
And just like 'Her' 'Sister Spring', 'She' began to understand that all comes to an end.
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And re-turning to 'Her' land, 'Her' garden, and 'Her' fine house, 'Sister Summer' picked fine lettuce and umptious salad tomato,
And tending 'Her' garden, 'She' harvest, 'She' stocked the larders full.
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And then 'She' smiled once more, declaring a feast to be in order, and Audhumla did bring fine cheese, and 'Sister Wheat' fine breads,
And Honey-Bees did fill goblets with fine, sweet mead,
And all of nature were invited to the feast.
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And at that feast all attended,
And at that feast, 'Brother Time' remembered to tick,
And at that feast, 'Sister Nótt' slipped on ever darkening robes,
And at that feast, all dinned at the same table, celebrated all that was.
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And as 'Sister Summer' looked upon the feast; 'She', like her 'Sister Spring' shed a tear,
For 'Sister Summer' knew that all was already passing,
'She' knew that all were growing old, all would lose their feathers and fur,
And 'She' knew that 'Her' time too was passing.
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And then with a widening smile, 'She' again cast a hand over all at the feast,
And for an exquisite moment, all were bathed in sunlight,
And for that moment 'Brother Time' forgot the tick and 'Sister Nótt's' dress turned white.
For the time of 'Sister Summer' was not yet at an end,
And in this act all rejoiced, all danced, all laughed, and all played.
For they felt the warmth of 'Sister Summer' in their hearts.
'Sister Spring'
by Jay Livingstone, 2024
Can you see 'Her'? Open your eyes and drink 'Her' in!
Can you taste 'Her'? Open your mouth and quaff deeply from 'Her' drinking horn!
Can you hear 'Her'? Open your ears and listen to 'Her' magic!
Can you touch 'Her'? Take your hands and sensually feel into each and every curve!
Can you smell 'Her'? Open your senses and drink 'Her' musty scent!
Do you know 'Her'? Sit in that space, and then you may be graced with her presence!
Betwixt and between time I once talked to the 'Midnight Crone' with one blue eye.
Two in the morn or maybe five, I cannot be sure, time evaporated like morning dew.
And that 'Old Crone', 'Goddess of the Night', 'Raven Mistress', 'She' did tell me of four Roses in a dark bed, one of whom was now missing.
Winking at me, 'Her' sapphire blue eye sparkled; flashing like fire across water.
Leaning in 'She' whispered that 'She', that 'Wise Old Crone', knew where the Rose ran wild.Â
Speaker with the Fey, converser with the 'Dark Elves', and 'Talker with the Vættir', 'She' did tell of how the 'Young Rose' was awoken with Thundercloud Plum mead.
And 'She' told me of how 'She' was fed fine Dogwood cakes.
And 'She' told me of how the Rose now had arisen from 'Her' bed.
And 'She' proclaimed how in the wilds of the lengthening day, the Rose freely rambled.
And then, then 'She' whispered that this 'Young Rose' was called 'Sister Spring'.Â
That Crone did tell of deep magic in that meeting under hanging stars.
And 'She' told me of how once arisen, gowned in webbing, 'Sister Spring' did venture forth.
And stepping into 'Her' garden, 'Sister Spring' talked to tree, leaf and all beings that morn.
And in 'Her' breath was life itself.
And all of those kissed by 'Sister Winter' did now stretch and yawn.
And all of those kissed by 'Sister Winter' did now dance and move.
And all of those kissed by 'Sister Winter' did now sing and howl.
And then 'Sister Spring' smiled, and in 'Her' smile was deep magic.
And observing all of nature waking, dancing and singing; 'She' took great joy.
But in that joy was tragic heartache. For 'Sister Spring', this 'Young Rose' with soft thorns knew the troth.
This beautiful Rose knew that even 'Her' magic could not stop the grinding of the wheel.
'She' knew all too well that one day, everything must be visited by Sister Winter once again.
And in this troth a salty tear caressed the contour of 'Her' alabaster cheek.
But then 'She' smiled one more, for 'She' knew that 'Sister Winter' slept, if only for today.
Then meeting with Fey, Vættir and Elves 'Sister Spring' sang sweet galdr's of deep magic.
'She' sang of things to come, and told all of creation of many things that would be.
And once the long honeyed galdr's had been sung, 'Sister Spring' turned once more.
And returning to 'Her' house, she did find Bear and Fox awakening from their slumber.
And greeting 'Her' old friends anew, 'She' embraced them, kissing them softly.
And then 'She' did prepare for them a fine feast.
And they did sit and eat their fill of fine Cherry Blossom tea and Magnolia cake.
And in their talking were new words, new magic and songs.
And in their talking they tired the moon three times or more.
And in this sacred space they talked of their dreams and of deep magic, of ancient magic which was now returning to the land once more.
And then, with the 'Sons of Day' knocking on their door, they retired once more to the garden to dance, sing and howl in the ever increasing light.
Then 'She', the 'Old Raven Mistress' winked,
and like smoke 'She' was gone!